Diary Series Episodes

My Donor Egg IVF Journey: Search for IVF and you’ll find a million stories. Search for Donor Eggs? Silence. The Donor Egg Diary is the raw, gritty truth about the journey nobody talks about. Join a 48-year-old 'Fertility Clinic Graduate' as she deconstructs the stages of a $30,000 'Beautiful Lie' that led to a successful donor-conceived pregnancy. This is the emotional lifeline for those navigating the silence of the consider donor eggs path.

IVF marriage strain donor egg? In this raw and deeply personal diary entry, we are lifting the rug on a side of IVF trauma that people rarely talk about out loud: what happens when the intense grief, financial strain, and biological heartbreak turn inward and threaten to tear a marriage apart. I’m putting my pride in my pocket to share a moment I am not proud of—a total explosion, a brutal low blow, and the days of painful silence that followed. But this isn't just a story about a fight; it’s a ...

What is the real donor egg IVF process like? This is the absolute beginning of our process to consider donor eggs that would later take us another 3 years to actually start the real process.

In this episode, we are diving into Stage 4: Grief Processing and Delay. I’m opening up about the dark disconnection that followed that conversation, the suffocating reality of losing control, and how I threw myself into going back to school just to survive the emotional wreckage.We also talk about the unique, heavy shadow of infertility birthdays, and how a walk on our favorite oceanfront trail years later finally cracked our two-year silence wide open.